It's not just me...

Sometimes my husband says things that makes me realize that I'm not the only one that is hurting so much from infertility.  He is affected too.  I know he tries to stay strong for me but it just touches my heart when he lets his guard down.  Like yesterday when my sister made a comment along the lines of "what if you had triplets!?!"  While I freaked out about it, Rick calmly & sincerely replied "I will take anything at this point."  and he would be happy.  We just cannot wait to be blessed with a healthy baby. Girl OR boy.  One, two, or three!  I received my third & final reading that I had ordered.  This time it was a tarot card reading.  Chelsea says....

"I sat down and looked at your cards this morning; I hope they speak clearly to you.

The first card that I draw in a reading represents you as the questioner.  In this position you have, the 10 of Pentacles, which is a card that is associated with family traditions and drawing security from your extended family.  When this card appears in this position it represents family as being the center of your life at this time, or perhaps you very much have adding a new addition to your family on your mind.  This card encourages you to participate in your family traditions, to draw strength from your family around you, and also reflect on the traditions you would like to create within your own family as well. This is a card that can represent strength in numbers, strength in the community surrounding you.

Related to conception, you have a card that usually represents a baby boy appearing in your initial spread of cards. Every single card surrounding this baby card is associated with the season on Winter.  When the timing cards appear in this pattern they can represent conception or the actual birth.  There are so many Winter cards appearing that it is very difficult for me to determine if the message is likely representing February/early March (basically all that is left of Winter this year) or showing a baby that could be born in early Winter, December/January. Cards that can represent both time periods are appearing in your spread at this time. You have several "success" and "victory" cards appearing, so I am leaning towards the first interpretation.  I would be happy to look again in a couple of weeks to see if this has become more clear, but basically you have a baby card that is remarkably associated with the season of Winter.

You asked about interventions, and while the Tarot cards are not meant in any way to give medical advice, I will tell you that there is a Knight appearing in this group of cards.  For some people, a Knight can represent the involvement of a third party, a third person having influence over this matter in some way.  This may represent a doctor, an herbalist, a therapist, or even a family member or friend you may give you assistance or advice.

Another baby card appears further along in your clarification cards, and this is a card that would usually represent a baby girl.  The timing around this card is related to the season of Autumn, September/October.

There are other messages in your cards Amy.  You have a card that represents balance, moderation, and patience, but in your spread it is upside down.  This can indicate that perhaps you are feeling out of balance at this time? Or perhaps impatient with the results of your current efforts? In any case, this card encourages you to seek out more balance in your life, and also to strive to live in the present moment as much as possible.  You will likely benefit from letting go of any fears or anxieties that are burdening you.

You also have a card, The Star, which is a wonderful card to have appear in a fertility reading.  This is a card that is associated with healing, inspiration, and hope.  If you have been feeling discouraged about this matter, The Star is a card that shows you will soon be making progress towards your goals, that your efforts are not in vain.  The Star is that beautiful bright star that we all wish upon in the night sky, in your spread of cards it is shining light on your goals and conception messages. You also have a wonderful celebration card appearing near your Star, this card can indicate celebrations in your future, such as weddings, baby showers, birthday parties, or even celebrating the birth of a new baby.

The number 4  reoccurs throughout your reading.  Numbers highlighted in this way can represent conception, testing dates, due dates, or birth dates.

Of course, only you have control over your future Amy, nothing is ever set in stone.  Change is always occurring around us and within us; the cards simply illuminate small parts of our possible paths."

so yet another prediction for our BFP (big fat positive) in the next month or two.  Feeling hopeful!